I become aware that I'm sitting inside somewhere, close to the entrance of the building I'm in. Where-ever it is. It had floor to ceiling glass doors/windows where I am sitting, but they're mostly gone at this point. There is an intense ringing in my head, I can't hear anything else. I've sustained a neck wound on my right side. It's fairly painful. I put my right hand up and press on it because I understand I'm probably bleeding and that's what I should be doing if I am.
At this point I realise I'm sitting on my bum with my legs stretched out before me. My back is propped up against a counter or service desk, I think. My hand is getting really warm and my neck feels slippery. I think I've been shot or stabbed in the neck at first, but from the ringing in my ears and what little I register around me, I deduce it was probably more likely an explosion, possibly a bomb. There is someone dead on the floor not far away from me, but I studiously don't want to look at them. I know the person at the counter behind me is dead too. I think I was mostly shielded by the concrete pillar where the glass doors meet the glass windows/walls.
I try to get my phone out of my pocket with my other hand, but then I stop. I can't hear anything, so if I dial 112 how will I be able to tell when they've picked up, or someone is speaking to me, or will I get some robot voice asking me for my location before connecting to an operator, how am I going to deal with that if I can't hear?
Then I figure I have to at least try. I reach for my phone again, but either my phone is in a lower pocket and trapped under my leg or it's on the other side of my pants. Either way, I can't reach. I don't feel strong enough to reach under my leg and I can't reach across for the same reason, and I can't use my right hand because I instinctively know that taking it off of my neck (which still really hurts) would be Really Bad at this point.
So I just sit back, and for a second after that I'm terrified rigid because I know I've really started bleeding. My neck hurts, my hand and neck are slippery and hot and now my shoulder is warm too. Then I relax a bit and just feel mildly annoyed at the whole situation, more than anything else.
So I sit there and wait for help to come, either that or I'll pass out before it does and lose what compression I have on my neck.
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