
Originally Posted by
Lallante

Originally Posted by
Frug

Originally Posted by
lubica
I need to be taken out back and put out of my misery.
JOKING! JOKING! I wouldn't really want to end your misery.
cyberbully spotted
This has been hanging over my head since ten minutes ago when I stumbled away from the FHC with a vague sense that I had done something horrible. I didn't know the extent of how much of a shitheel I had been until today, when a quote of my post went up. As many of you now know, I gave out the in-game character name of a forum poster - except that I was so smashed that I didn't recall exactly what I typed (as anyone sitting beside me can tell you). When I refreshed the thread ten minutes ago and saw Lallante complaining about my behavior - not remembering what I'd said - I assumed that I was enduring the usual anti-Frug trolls, and cried a little inside.
Then I refreshed the page again.
Christ.
I feel absolutely ashamed of my behavior on FHC. It's one thing to play a troll on a forum - when I post on these forums I usually do so as 'Frug', and do my level best to convince everyone that I'm an unrepentant forum troll, as that kind of facade provides amusement to me. But I am not that character in real life, as anyone who has met me can attest. I went way, way, /way/ past the line ten minutes ago by mocking the Lubica on an internet forum. I, as a person, am not the entity that I play when I post; I am not actually a sociopath or a sadist, and I certainly don't want people to kill themselves in real life over an internet forum, no matter what I may say or do within FHC. Entrox may say 'FHC is Real', but FHC is not real - and the line between forum posting and reality should not be overstepped.
I'm relieved to discover that Lubica is doing fine and posting away, despite being trolled on FHC. He deserves, and he has, my heartfelt apologies - here in public but not in private where I still think he's a douchebag. There's no excuse for what I did - while some might try to use my stupidity as a mitigating factor, I put myself in that compromised mental state, and the guilt of that is entirely mine.
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